American singer/actress Selena Gomez has posted a very cryptic message on her Instagram account. The note came after the former Disney star broke down at Indonesia concert of her Revival tour.
The 24-year-old singer got teary-eyed onstage while introducing her song, Kill Em With Kindness. She said: "The next song, before I go home, is a song that's so important to me. Because I get really frustrated. I get stupid sometimes. I say things that I don't mean, or that come out wrong just because I care so badly."
"But the thing is, at the end of the day, no war in anger was ever won," she continued. "I do know that deep down in my heart that I have to believe that we can love each other and always be kind no matter what it takes in us. I believe that we can do that, no matter what."
Gomez's note read: "Tonight I felt extremely unauthentic, unconnected to both myself and my music," she wrote. "I've never really felt like my materials, wardrobe or a video could define me. I act on a moment and fear something that hasn't happened. I'm stagnant, I stay still and don't just sit with myself first and ask 'is this where I am, whole heartedly?' I've always told the truth. I'm always true to my word, I've shown who I am but I need to rethink some areas of my life creatively and personally. had to get that out."
She added a caption to the Instagram note: "not being negative about anything I've done. I'm grateful for every single moment I get here -Indonesia you were LOUD and clearly inspiring. Love you so much."